In the spirit of Israeli
Apartheid week (I'm slow as a mutha, I know), I just wanted to share this song
I wrote and sang on a couple of years ago that still means so much to me to
this day. Through the a most random and awesome act of chance, I was granted
the opportunity to work on the album Amandla Intifada 2 - an album made by
a group of diverse, young, passionate, creative and inspired artists
about our feelings and thoughts on Palestine and was executive produced by the
brilliant Jeremy Karodia who has BEEN in the game. It truly was and still is a
great joy and honour to have been apart of it and the process of making these
songs was one of the legit best times of my life! Music and art is the primary
heart language that some of us speak, and to be able to express ourselves in
this capacity and on this subject was a for reals true gift.
I honestly wrote this song
in 5 minutes - I guess that's what happens when you've got long-standing,
secret, subconscious thoughts in your mind! (Welcome to my head!) I always
turn numb after processing facts and new information about what is constantly
happening in Palestine. I can just never get used it, it's never normalized in
my mind - and I think that that is a blessing. It takes me a while to process
that is the biggest human rights crisis of our generation. And even more so, a
great spiritual crisis of our time. It's so easy to question our Higher power
in extreme, unfathomable situations like this - how can people be left to
suffer like this, why does it not end, why is there no relief for them, why
does God not help them... Its a toughie and it naturally can make you lose
a little bit of faith, if you are inclined to have some in the first
place, that is!
You know those days in
life where everything seems to just be terrible and horrible?? You're hurt,
confused, twisted and used (Song lyrics by arb band : 2012). But then, as if by some miracle, the day starts to
change without you even noticing. You find yourself laughing and feeling light.
It sneaks up on you and when you go to bed that night, you're shocked at the
turn of events - that everything effortlessly became better for you. Your
faith is restored, you're humbled, you're grateful.
This happens to me ALL THE
TIME and this is exactly the notion that inspired me to pen these lyrics. That,
even in the hardest times where nothing makes sense and life is sickening and
cold, we are STILL being looked after by Higher Power. Call it God, the
Divine, The Universe - whatever it is to you. I believe that we are all
seen by this power and that this power guides, nurtures, heals and controls all
things. I pray for everything soul suffering on this planet, in Palestine and
beyond. And I am grateful for art and for music and the capacity is has to
bring us together and the power it has to express our true feelings.
Please check out the album
I am so proud to be apart of here:
This is the song I wrote
and sang on, with the lyrics below:
I hope it gives you some
sort of the feels!
Peace and love! Xxx
Palestine On My Mind
by Nafeesa Jooma
Tonight there’ll be no
lullabies
For the children of the the
Holy ground
Just silent desperate
prayers
To end the violent sounds
From a far a plague of
sadness
Leaves a shadow all across
the land
In the darkness, a flower
blooms
Rising above the sand
The rebellion is rising
And impossible things come
true
You’re the heroes of our
time
Though the enemies don’t
care for rules
They may take away your
history
Try to leave you out in the
cold
Palestine you’re on my mind
Through the lies of our time
You’re in my heart and soul
I know that
nothing feels right
When loss becomes your way
of life
You feel susceptible to
tragedy
But they don’t know you’re
true might
You live and you die
With no end the
war
But we never forget, no no
We’re not the only one’s
keeping score
The rebellion is rising
And impossible things come
true
You’re the heroes of our
time
Though the enemies don’t
care for rules
They make take away your
history
Try to leave you out in the
cold
Palestine you’re on my mind
Through the lies of our time
You’re in my heart and soul
They turn you into skin and
bones
But you’re faith is not in
vain
You resist and so you
persist
Embrace this song as yours
The rebellion is rising
And impossible things come
true
You’re the heroes of our
time
Though the enemies don’t
care for rules
They may take away your
history
Try to leave you out in the
cold
Palestine you’re on my mind
Through the lies of our time
You’re in my heart and soul